it's a very strong fever

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PsD0NpFSADM

spring fever

i've got it baad...i am obsessed with babies and plants...so i think that qualifies...and i think posting that makes me fall even more on the dating pole...maybe off of it...but i cant help it if i feel like babies are smiling at me everyhere i go...although i may have to be responsible to googling plants all day long.....any ways...i am moving in two days...need to be packed by tom ...and have been watercoloring alll day...i got comissioned to do a pice and i will never bash water color again...except for right now cuz i am so sick of doing it and am not stoked on how it is turning out...we will see...and to make up for not posting for so long and cuz maybe another big gap is coming whilst i move...i give ... frederick alexander berthrong...seriously...when i do have babies all i ask is that they are this fat and happy...mostly just this fat

i took these during thanksiving but the colors are so summery...and i love him...

the r button on my computer keeps not working

which makes me feel like my lisp is tuwning digital...ugh

also my life is supa fun lately...mostly thanks to E...

THIS LAST WEEK go lakers!!! but more imprtantly dr dre was there!! i was obsessed..and too scared to ask for a picture

why yes i have been lightning my hair...thanks to this cute girl ...who i also got to go here with last week!!

THIS WEEKEND

coachella...so excited..already overhelmed and jealous of all the cute clothes i will see...i just know it...i cant help it i am craving shopping something bad these days...did i mention we were v.i.p..sorry had to brag...you would too..you really would

OH AND THIS TOO

thanks em !!!! this weekend is gonna be so so fun

this whole post was one big brag...but i did admit to a lisp and had to push the r button extra hard?

i had to though i am only in california for ten more days!!!

this...this is why i draw

I found I could say things with color and shapes that I couldn't say any other way - things I had no words for. ~Georgia O'Keeffe

for someone who talks so much, i have a hard time getting what is in my head outside of it ...so it was fitting that someone else said it for me...and this is really whay i started drawing...sometimes everything i want to say to someone is just sitting right in one of my pictures...if you know how to hear it.

and my lips, they don't kiss the way they used to

i pretty much never like anyone to see a piece i am working on until it is totally done...im not sure why...maybe cuz sometimes the oiece goes trough awkward stages...anyways i started this peice two years ago...and i cant decide what i want to put it on...i want something that shows the squares in her face that are cut out...maybe wood? i was thinking glass? i do love using broken glass? i cant decide...it will probably be another two years before i do...i dont even know if i can keep this unfinished piece up...im getting anxiety about it already

my friend lauren is such a good designer...this weekend we put together her page for her school lookbook...she makes the cutest vintage inspired clothes...it was so fun to play in them...and i learned tons about illustrator ...digital has its perks...

check please

a friend recently pointed out that you are supposed to put things on your blog about yourself so that people can snoop and that i was failing to do so..so in the true since of usher these are my confessions...

1. i heart lists...and keeping books of them


2. i love the smell of comet...if i hadn't researched and found out it burns the lining of your esophagus down to colin i would eat it...i crave it...like shivers in the jaw crave


3. i was a mud eater as a child and sometimes still cannot control the urge to lick a rock...or the pavemment by brits pool (when it has pool water on it anyways)


4. i only can sing on one loud volume


5. i have never had a boyfriend...ever


6. i am real concieted about my friends and am bad at making new ones cuz i am convinced there is no way they are as cool as the ones i already have


6. i hate exercize with every fiber of my being...and love sleep to the same extremity


7. i love my jewlery like animal fanatics love their pets...and get equaly upset when i lose some


8. i am allergic to my tears...i prefer to cry in a closet...both literally


9. ten seems to be too many things about me...bad call...but you can't stop at 8...


10. i have had a crush on michael jordan since before kindergarden

sometimes...

sometimes people dissapoint and humans are lame and boys can be mean...so you and a bestie hide away, curl up with yummy food <-i totaly cooked this ..and watch girly movies all day long in sweats and dirty hair, until you are ready to go back out and deal with life...sorta .....

but sometimes your friends are real nice and send you presents,

do your resume, lay on the beach with you and do not remind you of your lack of job or plans...but let you enjoy the sun...everyday...write you paper letters(i still need to mail my response j, sorry it was like forever ago) answer the phone at work (mind you 911)when you have (non)emergencies...call you inbetween classes to say hi, and do not get mad when you are an hour and a half late...

and then you remember that you like humans after all...(just certain ones the most)