text love

fact i lack some major communication skills
fact i was the last of my friends to get a cell phone
fact i was the last human on earth even after my grandpa to get text ...actually (lori was the last i was second)

these things considered i am so glad i finally caved to texting (although i knew i would have a hard time communicating via written word since i have a hard time when im physically present...also it was a valid fear because half of the facebook comments or texts i send ge the reply i have no idea what you just said) if i hadn't gotten texting.. i wouldn't have pretty much gotten engaged last night...

"k seriously though i want to get married... and i know you're crazy. but your looks make up for it. same story with me. so lets do it." 

who could refuse?

 

i love you collin connie coco willardson...what would my life be like if you hadnt had been a crazy  kid and ur mom paid me to hang out with you so you wouldnt jump off of the roof? and what if we hadn't run into eachother in college? and what if i never got texting? im glad we are friends and i miss u!! and thanks for letting me blog about our love

taco thursday

he kinda melts my heart

artlifelifeart

so i got into a kick doing lots of doodles like these...and then after a two week gap at work went and saw the windows were decorated almost just like this...i am pretty sure i didn't see them before but who knows? i mean who knows what my subconscious is telling me ...i sure don't

linear

there is a direct correlation to my anxiety and hair...once my anxiety level hits a certain level the hair has gotta change...i am trying to keep my hands busy and distracted from doing just this with a pair of kitchen shears

but this is pretty cute too...she is so cute

up

aubrey's makeup for her wedding...she made it easy by being so pretty ...it is always slightly nerve racking to be responsible for a brides face but it is also so neat to be part of their big day...she was such an easy bride to work with and knew just what she wanted

people had alot to say about the way they met but love it or hate it, it is a crazy story and an even better ending! congrats aub!! so happy for you!

spook

do you feel like life keeps getting scarier

i feel like i used to be so much more fearless

change boys location clothes hair  friends learning knowing where you're going who you wanna be

i really should learn to sleep at more decent hours instead of blogpurging these thoughts

 but here you have them

photo from matt pond show

filmsy

and chain

badum

well i have been real bad at posting....
i would like to blame blog overexposure stress disorder...i just invented it...i'm an esthetician so it's cool...like this dress from free people...iv'e been dying for it and it's already all over blogs ...does this mean everyone else will have it too...or that ill see it so much i will be over it before i get it...but i get a discount so who cares? and who cares if alot of people have it right? see its a real disease..but come on it's like a big t-shirt but longer and bigger..ok sold... ok its 500 skrilla unsold...besidees i feel like i can sew this...and no i have nothing to base that feeling on
why do i love all clothes that boys hate?
also i would like you to know i love summer fashion so much more...i feel it is the season best suited for messy people ...messy hair jewelry that doesn't get cold and my fingers are always bigger in the summer so rings fit better...tans and glowy skin ...the feeling of being in a bathingsuit all day ...plus i love chlorine
i wll try and post more and blog-oogle less
none of this made sense but sense i havent posted so long i'll hit publish post anyways

monday monday monday

                       

hope you got your week kicked off as good as we did...

sorry?

i mean i'm not but i feel like i should be