filmsy

i couldn't pick a favorite rap b-day lyric...so go ahead and pick yours

i thought these were very appropriate alomost bday pictures...apparently my brother and i had no shame of stealing other peoples bday wishes...and it got kinda cut off but his cheeks were definately puffed in the first one also

26...kinda freaking out...not quite ready for this one

my ages keep coming despite the fact i haven't quite caught up with where i think i should be with them

also these pictures made me realize my bday wish this year would be to please have my 5 year old nose back...please...

still here

sorry haven't posted in oh so long...i will upload thai pics...my laptop internet isn't working and for some reason the process of putting them onto another computer seems impossible...here's one of me and teen at the beach memorial day weekend to hold you over ... jealous utah? you can blame the beach for my hair...i deny responsibility for it on those days

three part harmony

a film shot of lou from a couple summers ago...
i am really missing having a darkroom to use

8.9.10. ready or not here i come

2010 you are mine...i am feeling good about this year... so here is my post of accountability

• this year is the oldest i have been...and i am living up to it ...i eat salads for meals have had taco bell once in like three weeks...i have been flossing, and getting pretty regular sleep...vitamin c is my new best friend and multi vitamins are so very 2010... add my workout goals and 2010 is gonna be one healthy couple hundred days..(workout begins when school ends)
• i finish school in like 18 days!! you have no idea...no idea...i will be done and finished something i started
• begin career...school ends job life officially begins...hello bottom but looking forward to working to the top...and im gonna ...i am so excited about all the different avenues i feel are gonna happen...i have alot of groundwork to do but i really am ready
• new career...new home?pick a city any city ...oh boy 2010 is getting daunting
• new career no more school? hello travel and a few little (not too little) accessories i have been wanting...julie get ready to throw my shower...u know which one i am talking about...and if u dont ...welp u can come to the other showers
• now i just need to learn how to channel more energy,communicate with humans and be a little more nice to them, finish a few ongoing art projects and finish some up, and drop a few bad habits, i wanna market some talents and get better at some more serious sides of progression...but thats not really blog stuff...and thats all i can think of..you know no big deal

so now i wrote it and now u saw it and even if it is too boring for anyone to read i feel like i should probably do it now or i am in trouble

come again some other day

i for one am not excited for fall ...
so i can wear boots and scarfs and beanies...
it's southern california i could wear a fur coat with a bikini in august and noone would care...
so i really feel no need for this cold weather and am already itching for summer....i mean i love the holidays and cozy rainy weekends, but what it really comes down to is that i just feel like my summer was too short so it didn't get out of my system and i am land locked from a tropical dream vacation due to school!!! so it's tropical dreams for me...(dont worry once christmas lights up i will be just fine...cuz you were worried)
oh to be little and dirty and beachy all the day long....

i dont want any of it

i'd hate this place if it weren't for the waves...if it wasn't for the fact that you love it

this is from my kitchen to the side door...i always love the light patterns there...and i think that rug is trying to kill me

check please

a friend recently pointed out that you are supposed to put things on your blog about yourself so that people can snoop and that i was failing to do so..so in the true since of usher these are my confessions...

1. i heart lists...and keeping books of them


2. i love the smell of comet...if i hadn't researched and found out it burns the lining of your esophagus down to colin i would eat it...i crave it...like shivers in the jaw crave


3. i was a mud eater as a child and sometimes still cannot control the urge to lick a rock...or the pavemment by brits pool (when it has pool water on it anyways)


4. i only can sing on one loud volume


5. i have never had a boyfriend...ever


6. i am real concieted about my friends and am bad at making new ones cuz i am convinced there is no way they are as cool as the ones i already have


6. i hate exercize with every fiber of my being...and love sleep to the same extremity


7. i love my jewlery like animal fanatics love their pets...and get equaly upset when i lose some


8. i am allergic to my tears...i prefer to cry in a closet...both literally


9. ten seems to be too many things about me...bad call...but you can't stop at 8...


10. i have had a crush on michael jordan since before kindergarden

film is not dead

i wanted to upload some summery prints i took of lou(Linds) but for some reason they wont upload ...ironic...

also is it weird i really like the combination of these pictures together even more than seperately?...i hesitated putting the horse picture up because it is the only picture people remember me taking....

but i love working with film...i actually didnt get that into photography until i started working with film...so maybe it's a first love thing

i get that lots of people hate it...it's so time consuming and tedious....

but when it comes to black and white my digital camera just doesn't do it for me like film.... for one reason with digital you can never get a true white because every pixel has to have information...so with film you can get a better highlight or contrast

anyways i heart film...

but not planning on ditching my digital camera anytime soon!!